Against the Will

They say, it is free will I say, Is it really? I say, its quite contrary. It's against my will. Nobody would choose a life of pain and suffering They say, it's a transition to eternity I say, if it is true, then why not stay in eternity? They say, it's the law of karmic cycle. I say, it's against my will for such law can never be overcome. I am bound to return again, against my will. They say, the purpose is to seek union with god I say, wasn't it god who scattered me into so many fragments across the endless spectrum of the karmic cycle against my will?