You sir, have ruined my life.
Seventh grade is when I met you.
Oh how I wish I could forget you.

What you did can't be forgotten.
You make my insides feel so rotten
.
“Get down on your knees and suck it you said.” 
I refuse and you beat me nearly dead.
 
You open my mouth and put it in.
I'll never forget the bitter taste of you skin, 
your warm juices running down my chin.
 
Thats no way to treat a lady.
How about you shut the fuck up with your “Oh, I'm sorry
baby's”

This happened time and time again, 
three months you had me sucked in.
Forever changing the way I look at men. 

The day I had the confidence to end it all.
One blow to the head and I fall.

I wake up without my clothes.
Completely vulnerable exposed.


Thirteen and my innocence is gone.
What you did will never be forgotten.

“Next time I see you, I'll make sure you're dead.”
Those were that last words that you said.

I call him (Dylan) and tell him where I am.
He finds me, he insists but I refuse the Medical Exam. 

Nothing now will ever be the same.
You sir, are the one to blame. 

I try and put the past behind me.
But I fear the day that you will find me.

What you did cant be forgotten.
You sir, have ruined my life!