Just when you feel alone, There is always someone there for
you, just reach out and ask.


Looking out my window
feeling blue today
Thinking of things that make no sense
and why in my mind they stay

A few years have past
since the time I was born
Birth I was given 
then my life apart was torn

My feelings are mixed
and confused I am today
The only thing I think of
is to take my life away

Because of my confusion
my mind is truly not so clear
My thoughts and reactions
act upon things I hear

I often look around me
seeing nothing but sorrow and pain
I think of my future 
and think I have nothing to gain

The loneliness has come over me
making me feel the way I do
Feeling there is no other way
and with this I must go through

Just for a second 
Only closing my eyes
Letting myself hear my thoughts
That jails me behind this disguise

Taking a deep breath
I try to relax my soul
Thinking of one last thing 
that could give me a new goal

My mind knows only depression
It sees no other way to go
It only wants me to end things
but that truly isn’t so

Behind this fate of sadness
there is a place for me
I just need to find it
instead of taking the life of me

I can find strength and courage
something that is deep inside of me
I can change a fatal moment
that would only make me a memory

To live and learn
finding pleasures not yet known
It can take me places
finding bad feelings I have outgrown

Because I hesitated 
and didn’t take my life away
I broke through the confusion
allowing me to live another day




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