People people people

This is where I feel most at home

Surrounded by a crowd 

Dancing singing having fun


Usually I would feel at home

My smile would be real

I would feel energized by their joy


But now I feel all alone

Needing

Wanting

But not allowed to have


I’m crying

I’m dying

Just because you can’t see it

Never doubt that it is not real


Because for now I’m going to dance

I’m not going to let them see that I’m hurt

When it is just me

I will show my feelings