I’m trying to use words to express this state of mind
Throughout my vocabulary, the words I just cant find
Crying for the conversation which I know is pending
Hoping that my heart wont need any more defending
Yet I’m perfectly aware that it is going to break
To be told the inevitable, that feeling I wont take
Irrational. Pyschotic. Unfortunately, I don’t care
Since the betrayal I feel cannot ever be fair
Lie to me. And don’t ever let me know
Lie to me. And just love me so
It should be me aloud I scream
Thank you for fuelling a hopeless dream
Was it worth it I ask as you tell me true
Will she ever be able to love like I do
Turn away, cant bear another word
Sometimes the truth is better unheard
Reach out to me and for once I shall flinch
Took my heart in finger/thumb continue to pinch
Got too close, oh how it does burn
Now I wonder if it was ever my turn
And how I despise you for once in my life
Taken away the home, kids, happy husband and wife
Best friends. Partners. Lovers. Enemies. Foe
Oh tell me someone, what did I know?
How could I expect a promise to keep
How could I have known how I would weep?
I just don’t understand but I do and its wrong
How a love like ours that is unconditionally strong
Well how can it be that it is kept apart
How can you break a promise alongside my heart

How can you break a promise alongside my heart
How can you break a promise alongside my heart