Why can't you understand,
the pain I feel?
It's not like I expected you to.
I'm in the dark,
alone,
wondering why it has to be this way.
You betrayed me,
you left me.
you tore my heart,
there is no place for me,
unless, 
there is something I don't know.
On the inside,
I'm dying,
gasping for that last breath,
on the out side I am smiling,
and the world thinks there's nothing wrong.
Friends betray me,
but family leave me.