Sorry For My Ways, by Sifirela Subscribe to rss feed for Sifirela

This is why I am sorry for my ways.

I let people walk on me

It's not my fault you see

I am just wanting to find solace

Find my grip on this slippery rock

I have come to depend on

I try to keep my friends

I guess you can say I try to "buy" them

So what if I do...

It's the only way I know how to have friends

Right now anyway

Maybe I should start trying to find peace of mind

Just for myself

Yet how do I do that

When all I want is someone to love me

Love me for who I am

Friends is all I ask

I have parents, sure

But they don't beat a love of a friend

or a guy who should be there

I just want someone to understand me

I just want somebody to tell me how I am

I am tired of this defeat

In which I case myself into the darkened corners of my
existence

Should I become to cold

That is because I want somebody to pay attention

Someone to pull me aside and tell me that I am alive

Enough, my friends, enough I say

I say enough because I want you to stop treating me so

Treating me like I am tainted

You don't understand how you hurt me

You don't understand how all you do is talk about yourself

Never asking me about me, never wanting to know I hurt

You may not see my tears

You have blown that chance

Because you do not see me

You see what you want to see

You hear what you want to hear

For that, I am hateful...

and for that I am sorry for my ways

The ways you have put upon my back.

Shame on you

Shame--------on--you
Posted: 2005-08-19 05:26:12 UTC

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