stading in the rain
i levae him
i walk away
he told me 
i listened
i listed
i hate
i hate the words
i hate him
i hate her
i hate me
i thought he loved me
not her
her! 
i hate her
i know she is better
but i thought i was perfect
too him atlesst
but she is 
i know that
but i was
to him
but im not
not anymore
its him
not me
or is it?
what did i do
was it wrong?
was i right?
did i say one word wrong
i was perfect
to him i was
but nobody is
but to him i was
i was
i dont love him
 i do i know i do
i hate her
kill her
if it wasnt for her
 i would have him
it would be
me and him
now its me
now its him
now its her
now its him and her