what's the biggest size hole
you could rip?
i've put up no fight
and allowed you to tighten your grip.
it feels as if there is nothing
and that this ride goes in a circle.
i'm never really moving.

physically and emotionally exhausted
i lie here.
just for today i leave the driver's seat
and let you steer.
another violation;
you're driving too fast.
one more deviation of the past.
coupled with the heart-break and tragedy
announced before the weather forecast.
you left more innocent dead.
another ego boost;
you seem to like wearing
the stolen red.

let it be over now
even though it would hurt to end
i don't understand the need.
i'm not that broken now
i'm numb and there isn't much more
that i'm able to mend.

something has set me on fire
as bleak as it was
i see a far away light.
a promising exit;
and it's worth the fight.
motivation and no temptation
is it too late to withdraw
my resignation?

love michelle.