My life is so cold
Sitting here without you
Guilt overtakes me 
And I blame it on him
I let everyone down
He wants me
But I don't feel the same
I want my old flame reignited
I need my old love by my side again
I only hope that down inside he wants that too
The only words I seem to be able to utter are I'm sorry
Sorry for disappointing
Sorry for breaking hearts
If I could go back & change it all I would in a heartbeat
You know I would
But for now I cry in the dark alone
Guilty for all I did