I would turned myself inside out
well now that is what you said you
would do as you painted such a lie
to yourself as I laugh and said now
come on you can do better than that
so you said that you had enough love
for me and you and this I just had
to see, knowing deep down this was
not true, for you see another had
already had my heart but you just
did not understand.

Noone knew just how I really felt
as I pasted that smile so well
upon my face and seemed to all that
I had no problem at all, for I can
act like noone you have ever seen,
although you knew right from the
start that I was not in love with
you, still you had to have me once
and for all and I put you off for
as long as I could for I did not
want to marry you no not at all
but I finally gave in for the
one who had my heart did not want
me after all and well who wants
to alone.

A hard lesson indeed to learn that
it is better to be alone and happy
than with someone and miserable, you
said that you would make me sorry and
I responed to late I already am! The
shurade had started longer before the
I do which really I did not and you
knew it to but you also knew that I
would treat you right for that is how
I really am good to all no matter what.

The longer I stayed the deader I felt
inside, and yet I prayed that God
would let me have feeling for you, and
yet those feelings never came, I have
done all I know to do to get the one
who has my heart out of my system, but
the truth is he is the one who got all
the way in and you resent me for not
saling out to you a man who never had
my heart or no feelings from me at all.

You still have a relationship with my
kids and you are not even their Daddy
yet they claim you as their Daddy, they
would rather look at the good instead of
the bad guess I taught them very well on
how to really care for people and just
think they have no ideal that you resent
raising them.

After I ended it all you finally admitted
that you never done me right, how funny for
you to admit knowing that I never loved you
but I tried and you did not thinking that I
would always be there no matter what but you
were wrong for it is better to be alone and
happy than to be with someone and miserable
and you made me very unhappy and the truth
is it is mostly my fault for I should have
tried another time with the one who even
still today has my heart, even though I
was lead to believe that he did not want
me. Truth is He did!!