Have You Ever?, by xlostxcausex Subscribe to rss feed for xlostxcausex

Have you ever sat in your room
and cried for a long period of time
locking yourself in the doom
slowly debating suicide?

Have you ever slid the razor
across your skin
marvelling in the physical pain
that takes the pain from within?

Have you ever sat alone
and wondered to yourself why
lying down the reasons 
or just held your head to cry?

Have you ever felt empty
a pain you can not bear
wanting to end it all
but something kept you there?

Have you ever felt seperated
from everyone else?
have you ever debated
killing yourself?

Have you ever watched the blood trickle
from your veins
wondering why things are like they are
wanting to end the pain?

Don't tell me you understand
because in truth you really don't.
I always try to talk, to get you to listen.
Every time I try, you won't.

You don't want to hear it
you don't understand
it frightens you
that I want to take my life by my own hand.

I don't blame you
it scares me too.
Posted: 2005-10-19 00:24:25 UTC

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2005-12-18 04:23:06LightShadows
*Tear*