im killing myself off you.
and i have been for a while
watch my scars until they fade,
i dont let the grown ups see,
becuase you know me darling,
im just fine out on my own.

i let you into my secret 
dont go spead the word.
let me live my fucked up life alone,
kiss my scars until they fade away,
i wish them away
so i can make new ones.

xoxo
Ellie J