judge a book by its cover
and you'll lose a lifetime
of knowledge...
judge me by my smile
..my happy laugh, a joking personality
and you'll get the wrong impression.
I hide a lot of stuff 
that im afraid to let out

What will you think?
I really don't care...
but i do you see,
i care about you
Its my life and I should be proud
but im shameful of 
not fitting into that popular crowd.

I have tears behind my smile
It's a long story to tell
to make it short, 
i'll hide all i have
all that i know, 
i'll smile at you now,
but i guess this is useless
now that you know 
...my smile is a lie

xoxo
Ellie J