Standing on the edge,
Waiting for the fall.
Even though its not my fault,
I will take it all.

Looking down now that its over,
Seeing all the times I've tried.
To make my heart believe,
That it was just a lie.

I will not fall again,
I shall not give my heart.
Pushing away the messeges you give,
Fearing the emotions that they start.

Forgetting the things you do to me,
Ignoring the feelings I harbor.
But with all these thoughts inside my head.
Forgetting you is so much harder.

Nothing more then simple things,
Is all that it should be.
Anything more then that;Love,
I do not wish to see.

I know you do not love me,
It only hurts me more.
So this is why I push away,
These things I do ignore.

But how I wish you loved me,
Through the good times and the bad.
But to me its just another pain,
A pain I need not add.

~*Lost*~