You know
Thinking about it
I really can’t live without him
My mom always says “Why do you two celebrate every
month?”
Now I know why
It’s simply because 
This life is not forever 
And therefore we have to appreciate it 
Cuz
One day there won’t BE a next month
So I guess we can have while we still have it 
Have each other... 
At least that’s the way I see it
I was just sitting on the couch 
Just lounging about
When it hit me
And for the first in my life 
I was afraid of my own thoughts
He and I had a conversation on infidelity
And he said that if “I were to find someone I would like
to pursue something with, I’d tell you and then go to that
person”
What he doesn’t know is 
That if that WERE to happen 
I’d wait till he was alone in his house
Invite myself in 
And kill him 
Then take my own life
For I know what it’s like to be confined 
And I wouldn’t live with myself if I were to go back 
And my motive 
At the time of our deaths 
Will be unknown to everyone
Except for me 
But I have died 
Out of love for him
But under the influence of a broken heart...