Selfish cut., by My_pain_your_thrill Subscribe to rss feed for My_pain_your_thrill

There’s this girl so lonely,
That her only friend,
Is a sad broken heart,
Refusing to mend,
She feels so alone,
Even when she’s not,
Only ever sees in herself,
What she’s not got,
And all the people,
That want to be in her life,
Mean nothing to her,
As again she picks up that knife,
She cuts for forgiveness,
Of what is not there,
She bleeds for hope,
And it falls everywhere,
She cries while she finds release,
By tearing her arm apart,
But a tear falls forever,
Inside a broken heart,
And as the pain fades,
And the last drops flow,
She doubts it just for a second,
But she’ll never know,
If this life could be better,
If only she gave it a few more tries,
Or if the world could be nicer,
If she only opened her eyes,
But now they close,
And they will remain shut,
All because of a silly,
Selfish cut. 

(the girl is me)
Posted: 2005-11-20 18:02:46 UTC

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2005-11-21 14:11:58pain never stops
its not a silly selfish cut!! its who u r!! im here and u know that but sumtimes that aint enough in the end the only one true person that can end it is u!! will always love u xxxxx

2005-11-21 17:15:22Faith
This poem is flipping good! You seem so sad with life and with everything... i could tell you not to cut yourself, but no one listens to me anyways. Don't give up on life, you're only 19 (i am too, hehe) and you have so much ahead of you!!

2005-11-22 00:31:22Debz ~~ lost amoungst the pages of a story yet to be told ~~
beautiful once more your talent rains supreme over us all i bow down to you little girl your courage is astounding oohh i love that word its soo strong like yourself xxxxxxxxxx

2005-11-26 18:09:07adam
If you ever kill yourselfm i will fly over and kick your ass. But i still love you :> xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

2005-11-26 20:27:29so_close_but_yetso_far
Look, I need some help here. See my poems.

2005-11-28 18:46:13so_close_but_yetso_far
I don't have MSN. I'll e-mail you.

2006-04-07 05:09:12lost the lonely dead
i have some mixed thoughts on this cause well ive cut lots deep and sometimes shallow but in any case i have, i find the reasons for doing so to be pathetic and stupid but nonetheless i do it, why? i dont know...at least right now it seems dumb i know it didnt then...i know what its like......dont be selfish! i keep telling myself that too

2006-11-03 00:25:15xX::A-Regreted-Memory::Xx
it sounds like me