Why can't life be like a diary
Where you can rip out the unwanted pages
Like you ripped out my heart
And walked out on me, not caring

But i miss you
Now you're gone i see the perks
Of you small, annoying quirks
God do i miss you
You hated my shirts
I hated your skirts
It's kiling me missing you

When i ran a finger across your silky skin
I felt content, my life complete
When i kissed your soft, rose petal lips
It was a feeling nothing can beat

It was like a hazy dream you leaving
My living nightmare, awake, without you
Your words, soft, stopped tears
But they misled me, i'll love for years
You may have left, but life goes on

Or does it? I cry myself to sleep
It's like a lifelong promise you can't keep
I wanted to marry you god dammit!
I guess depression is now a habit
Now a reality, now that you're gone