i feel so helpless, cold and alone

ive had so many sleepless nights and yet

it seems that i cant remember whats on my mind

call me stupid, call me blind

maybe foolish and unkind

for not letting a somebody

be a someone for me


i always hate rejection

but i never intended to hurt anyone

thats the reason why i ran away from it all

hiding myself hoping i will not fall

but the more i hide the deeper the scars remain

and i end up hurting everybody

including me


then i find myself hoping

somehow, someday, someone would find his way to me

and lead me somewhere, anywhere but here

but it will never happen, never even imagined it would come
true

for i am a nobody

a lost soul

always hungry for love, always searching

but never finding

always hoping, forever praying

that this hole in my heart be filled with someone's undying
love

at the right moment, at the right time

the right person

with the right love...