You say that you love me,
I know that it’s true,
But the question is,
Do I love you?
I know that I did,
Once long ago,
But it became a habit,
So how do I know?
I wish I could love you,
That everything was fine,
But you don’t treat me well,
You moan all the time,
I hate it when you make,
These stupid eyes cry,
I hate it when you make,
This stupid heart die,
Or when you do something wrong,
And then blame it on me,
I hate it when you lie about things,
When the truth is plain to see,
Or when you pick on my brother,
Like you could ever know.
What its like to be him,
Living with the pain he doesn’t show,
I hate when you don’t appreciate,
All the things I do for you,
And the way you make me question,
Everything I once knew,
I hate it when Adam left,
And you wouldn’t let me say goodbye,
I hate how once more,
Your words made me cry,
I hate how you never notice,
That my heart is in my hands,
The way I try to talk to you,
But you don’t try to understand,
I hate how you look at me,
Like I’m doing something wrong,
And how you rip into me,
Making me forget I am strong,
I hate all the good things,
Because I know they disappear,
I will break again,
And cry yet another tear,
They say that love conquers,
And only the lonely fall,
Well I am not lonely,
But I still hit this brick wall,
Now I know what love is,
And this is about control,
Well  cant ever love you,
While you tear apart my soul,
I am too strong to love you,
But too weak to let you go,
So what can I do?
I will keep on playing,
This stupid game and loose,
Tending to this heart,
You continue to bruise.