As I walked away, I heard him cry.
I felt the pain as I breathed and sighed.

I wanted to hug him as I pushed him away,
Hoping he would leave, but I wanted him to stay.

He did not understand and neither did I.
I needed him to be there, I shouldn't have said goodbye.

I see him when he is near, I miss him when he is far.
I think about him during the day and underneath the stars.

People say harsh comments that I try not to believe,
But I feel the doubt is behind me when I see the actions
that I see.

The words you can say make me melt like ice cream on a hot
summer day.
It is hard to walk away from the feelings that I felt for
you.

I know this is hard, and I don't mean to be mean,
I promise you are not alone...the pain is with me.

I don't mean to be selfish, I just don't know why
I needed you as a friend, not just another lover.

Please do not be upset with me, I will grow up someday
soon.

Maybe on that bright day it will be you and I.

LaLa Curse