Heavy Breathing, sweating,
i push through the pain,
emotional and physical,
ill never feel the same!

Ive given birth to a girl,
that ill never get to hold,
ill never get to touch,
ill never see her grow!

i wont get to see her cry or laugh,
i wont get to hold her hand,
i just dont think that any one
could ever understand!

is this punnishment for my wrong doings?
is this the pain i have to endure?
for being a little older than my days,
for thinking i was clever,
for doing my own thing?

no one can tell me that time heals every pain,
its been 3 years since i felt her,
since i saw her pretty face,
3 years since i burried my daughter
dead before she had taken her first breath!

dont tell me that it'll go away,
i cant take it any more!!
i lost my life when she left me, and ill never get it back!
but here in this world i have no chice but to stay!
and live life day by day as if she was right with me...
ill see her one day...thats all i can say!!