2004-10-11 14:32:15 (GMT)

Everything isn't how it used to be
Everything is just a torture to me
I can see everything now
It's forcing me to bow

Everything is just a lie
But now I can see clearly
I pretend to be fine
Be happy and cheerly

Why should life change?
Why should I fade?

I feel so empty
I'm just not there
No where

I cry I shout, look at me
Can't you hear me?
I wave my hand in front of your face
Is there no chance that you can see me? 
Is there no way? 

My life was just a lie
How could I've been so blind?
Why did I wake up?

It was better when I saw light
But now it's a gloomy night
I shouldn't try to fight

My fest is tight
I try to accept what is there for me
You should've not been so blind
I've seen everything unlike what it's really is
I got used to see faces hiding there horrilbe lies

I tell myself that they're misunderstood
I shouldn't have defended anyone
'cause no one had stood for me
But it's my fault
My wrong

It's my only fault
I should've not been so blind
I was so blind
So blind


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