This is kinda supposed to be a song but considering i can
only write lyrics and not music i guess it could be
considered a poem.

For the first time in a long time im happy 
for the first time in a long time i forgot to call
it seems your no longer the first one i run too
this time i wont let you make me fall

maybe this time im lying 
or maybe i made a mistake
i know how you feel about what we had
but i have nothing left for you to take

and perhaps its been too long without you 
or maybe i just forgot to care 
you tell me that somehow you still love me
so tell me why arent you there?

and baby you gave up your chances
god knows you had plenty of em left
so let me be the one to walk away this time
dont be the one to say that old line

Im sick of these lies they hurt me
im sick of just tryin to pretend
ive thrown up my hands in hopes that you'll see me
god knows we could never be just friends