Im sick of this lie
Its making me ill
I dont want rules to live by
&& I know I never will

Ill never be the person
You hoped && prayed I'd be
&& I never learned my lesson
But I am who I am, and thats all Ill ever be

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to fail
Pain is not my virtue
Im hoping to prevail

I wish I could go back
But then again I dont
Its everything I lack
Theres things that I just wont

Things that I wont do or say
Things that make you smile
Ill let this dream take me away
I might be gone awhile

&& I dont think Ill come back
Ill leave you to another chance
A chance of life without my burden
Ill leave you to live happily.

Without Me.



~*~ This poem is dedicated to my parents though they'll
never know it till they find my poem book but they dont
take me for who i am they just dwell on who they think i
should be and it really upsets me im not what they want me
to be but o well this is just me ~*~