this path ive chosen cruel and cold
back in your arms i want to hold
my life is messed
my secrets are scattered
i just walked away from everything that mattered
now alone in the dark
writeing to no one
hopeing that ill get a reply
but its all too much i almost break down and cry
days turn to nights
then back into days
i cant feel my soul anymore
i dont have anything left in me to walk out that door
i need you now
more then ever it seems
help me get past this
i need to get home back to your warm kiss
misery is following me
knowing when to strike
always gets me when im on my knees
ignores my cries and all of my helpless pleas
side ways back wards
up side down on the wall
controlled from the very start
now its time to take care of me while following my heart