First we touched and we hurt each other

Then we tear our hearts apart 
We are too close, and I can feel the pain 
Please fill my empty heart 

Is this pain too much for me? 
Can I stay the same? 
When this pain consumes my heart 
Will I be able to hold onto my soul? 

Kindness is something I don't want or need 
The sunshine would just desolve me into light 
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sigh 
So I can feel you all the day and night 
And keep me from fading away 

Even when we behold each other 
Somehow our eyes do not meet 
And when you hold me in your strong embrace 
Still I feel no warmth 

But it gives me such delight 
To feel you closer now 
I know I am true to myself 
Though it cuts deep into my heart sometimes 

Kindness is something I don't want or need 
The sunshine would just desolve me into light 
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sigh 
So I can feel you all the day and night 
And keep me from fading away