the sadness

the pain, the sadness creeping over me the world is shaking or is it me the long locks falling away and so are the tears more and more the hair is shorter now but the shame is still there so i keep cutting shorter and shorter rergret has taken over my mind but atleast the shame is gone i look in the mirror i see a girl with short hair red face, wet eyes sadness carved into the face i keep cutting more locks fall away the floor covered with them i look up again the sadness still there but less the next day they see they hate, they laugh they laugh, they joke but they wont see me cry they wont see my tears they wont hear my sobs ill keep in in like i did before...