him
with your mother
letting her cheat
on her boyfriend
on her husband
on herself
on you
he divorced his wife for her
his wife hates you
his wish wishes for your death
even though you not the cheater
she still hates everthing about you
especially that youre connected with her
but why does she have to be with him
why not with her boyfriend
why not with her husband
why not with her daughter
because she likes to see you unhappy? no
because she enjoys fast pleasure
and she gets it
like shes done before
she doesnt care
she never has, and never will
until you did that act
slitting your wrists
or so you thought she would
but all she did was send you to a shrink
the shrink that gave you drugs
drugs for your depression
i say why dont just make her 
and your dad 
get together again
its because they dont REALLY care
they just want something fast and effective
even when they know things arent supposed to be fast
they should be a life-long thing
then happiness can return
but you chose the fast effective way
not caring about who you hurt
thinking you could only hurt so much
well i can tell you one thing
i hurt as much as you did
you may not think so but its true
i may not be down all the time
but it comes in a rush
at night
all alone
nobody there for comfort
but thats why were all together
we comfort each other
we know we need it
but we never knew you did
so you whithered away
and your soul died