Drown you right out

By .:side:walk:. •
everytime I look at you, you are so perfect
I like at myself
with nothing, I can't resist
but pressure and forget about it
can't look in the mirror
only If I got your perfect looking face out of my head
I wish I can drown you right out
not seeing you waving
laughing at you
seeing you
could make me a little... bit better
but then
the feeling of guilt comes knocking
I grab your hand
I see you
and you get up and smile
and push me
everyones laughing
But not at me
I brought you down with me
you tricked your self to believe
tricked yourself
and I can't believe I thought you were perfect.
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