?bound to utter/utter to bound?

?bound to utter/utter to bound? anguishing over everyones faults can get tiring at times. anguishing over anyones problems can make a soul grow weak. having a "friend" who will knock you down any time she likes is someone i'd soon be rid you probably can't feel it over there on the ice i've grown some what cold to the putrescent vice and if you knew better you'd not come around to hear the mean words i am utter to bound ...~i can progress, but i can not change. if you try to rush my progression, you will only stall it.~lucidity~