?bound to utter/utter to bound?

anguishing over everyones faults
can get tiring at times.
anguishing over anyones problems can make 
a soul grow weak.
having a "friend" who will knock you down
any time she likes
is someone i'd soon be rid 
you probably can't feel it over there on the ice
i've grown some what cold to the putrescent vice
and if you knew better you'd not come around
to hear the mean words i am utter to bound


  
  


...~i can progress, but i can not change. if you try to rush
my progression, you will only stall it.~lucidity~