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By Acerbated •
i dont want to become a cutter.
i just dont.
i dont want the scars
of a thousand thoughts,
of bad thoughts,
of suicide.
i never want to look at a knife
and wonder how deep ill make it go this time.
but its starting to happen.
i cant hold it back.
it wants to happen.
i dont want it to.
i never have,
never will.
but its happening.