The fake side of me

Don't I look different today don't you see whats weird about me I guess you didn't see, because you didn't notice me In your world, I am just a stranger who you want to meet I walk past you, you didn't look back you were too busy trying to ignore me the fact that I'm a person who has nothing to loose Im tired of covering me up with lies putting mask on my face to make me feel beautiful so you talked to me, and I got more respect But just to let you know Im the other person The fake side of me Dust and wind pushed up to my face nothing will ever be good of what I do I will always be the one who will look unpretentious you laughing at my face and me standing there letting you Just tell it too my face I am the ugliest one in the world But all you do is hint me with clues that are hurtful tell it straight to my face, I'm not planning to live Picking on everything I do, well look at you I'll never be pleased or respected by others I wished I put that mask on receiving harsh looks from everyone, it hurts because I don't look beautiful Each day and night I wonder why, I was created this way Why I was created to feel so much pain while others have everything, and they make me feel worse why would I be created when I look this way Its no use of living, but I'll survive through this day. © since 2006 - 2008 and present