i can't explain
what i think and what i feel
i don't know why
your friendship with me
is such a big deal.
but somehow i've become attached
more than you'd ever know
even though im sure
i don't hide it well
and all the corners still show.
and it's not like i keep it a secret
you must know and not care,
i try to forget what feeling i have
i try to imagine they are not there.
and now we grow.
and time goes on,
the gap is emerging
and the truth is surfacing.
nothing will surfice
after our friendship 
gets spliced.
i guess though it 
was the roll of the dice
this was the fate.
it hasn't happen yet
but the time is coming
you say it's far
i say it's not.
two years...
is all i have left,
and god boy,
it just isn't enough.
i have to hope
ther eis something i can do
anything at all
So that, James
I don't lose you.


xoxo
Kyelle