Growing Pains

i can't explain what i think and what i feel i don't know why your friendship with me is such a big deal. but somehow i've become attached more than you'd ever know even though im sure i don't hide it well and all the corners still show. and it's not like i keep it a secret you must know and not care, i try to forget what feeling i have i try to imagine they are not there. and now we grow. and time goes on, the gap is emerging and the truth is surfacing. nothing will surfice after our friendship gets spliced. i guess though it was the roll of the dice this was the fate. it hasn't happen yet but the time is coming you say it's far i say it's not. two years... is all i have left, and god boy, it just isn't enough. i have to hope ther eis something i can do anything at all So that, James I don't lose you. xoxo Kyelle