Tears fall so gently,
but I cry them with ease.
And I'm asking for help,
the end to come please.
this world is so fucked up,
is there only pain here?
Is this life worth living,
when you hold no one dear?
I'm afraid to love him,
afraid he'll break my heart.
But I'm missing out on good times,
missing the good parts.
Cause the past keeps tormenting me,
coming back into play.
So I run and I hide,
what else can I say?
I'm scared to love him,
I'm scared to show,
all the feelings,
I have deep down low.
And I can't let him see them,
so I do shit to make him leave.
And then when he's gone,
all I do is greive.
I love him so much,
I gave everything there,
just to have him beside me,
to tell me he cares.
But he stopped showing it,
he doesn't tell me no more,
that he loves me and needs me,
like he did before.
and I feel so alone,
deep in darkness I stay.
Why did this happen,
why do I feel this way?
What should I do?
I need him beside me.
But those ghosts from my past,
get involved and they hide me.
So I fool around with a guy,
and my true love finds out.
Now I'm left in this darkness,
to cry and to pout.
I tried saying I'm sorry,
that it was a mistake.
but he isn't sure he still wants me,
I can feel my heart break.
I don't want him to leave me,
I need him to stay.
And I'm sorry if I hurt him,
but I love him more than words can say!
It was a stupid mistake,
one I truely regret.
And I hate myself now,
I wish we could forget,
that I ever did that.
It was stupid to do.
And now I'm crying cause I'm loosing him,
baby please... I love you. 
I promise I won't ever,
fuck things up again.
But please don't leave me,
please don't let it end.
I'm sorry so sorry,
for what I have done.
But baby believe me,
you're the only one.
The only one that I love this much,
the only one that I ever will.
and everytime I look at you,
or hear your voice, my heart stands still.
And I kno I fucked up,
and that you might leave,
but baby please,
please listen to me.
I'm sorry for everything,
that I did to you.
And if I could go back,
here's the things I'd undo...
I would take back that kiss,
or make him you.
Because I love you so much,
and I don't want us to be through.
You're the only one,
I truely love.