rape story, by little_irish_rose Subscribe to rss feed for little_irish_rose

Broken...
Like the mirror I put my fist through...
I can't look at myself,
all I think about is you...

You haunt me in my nightmares...
Force me once again....
Every single day,
it's like it didn't end....

I can still feel your breathe,
hot with whiskey on my throat...
I can still feel your hands,
breaking the button on my coat....

Telling me not to scream,
or you'd never let it end....
And if I told a soul,
you'd do it once again....

Your hands around my neck,
I thought that i would die....
But you did something even worse,
took away my pride....

How could you be so distgusting,
how could you be so cold,
to change a young girl's world,
from something so happy to a world so cold.

Do you even understand,
the way you hurt me so....
NO I highly doubt that,
and you will never know....

I didn't say a word,
pretended like I was okay.....
Even if I had,
they wouldn't have believed me anyway....

So no, nobody knows,
about my little lie.....
Nobody even knows,
that to this day I still cry....

so many years have gone by,
and it will never escape....
The night you broke my world,
the night that I was raped.......

Posted: 2006-03-02 18:56:01 UTC

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2006-03-23 22:14:21~*PuRely*DeVine*~
i know exactly how you feel...because it has happened to me also...

2006-09-01 07:22:10User
Man...I hope whoever does this to you pays the harshest price..I feel so sad reading this....~_~...T_T...

2008-02-02 17:23:32Sheila
I can't imagine any one being able to write about rape.The way you have and not have experienced it. I suppose there is always that possibility. Being raped is a horrible experience to have to endure in. It may only happen one time but you'll experience for the rest of your life.It'll wake you in the dead of night, with a pounding hear,cold clammy sweat covering you.Tears streaming , hearing your very own self crying. As you jerk yourself awake and oddly enough being relieved,'That oh thank you Lord, its only dream. Its not happening again.' I am sorry. If you've experienced this in your life.Believe me,No one should ever have to go through that. You do realize that rape is all about power and control. Don't you? You have my e-mail add.