rape story, by little_irish_rose |
Broken... Like the mirror I put my fist through... I can't look at myself, all I think about is you... You haunt me in my nightmares... Force me once again.... Every single day, it's like it didn't end.... I can still feel your breathe, hot with whiskey on my throat... I can still feel your hands, breaking the button on my coat.... Telling me not to scream, or you'd never let it end.... And if I told a soul, you'd do it once again.... Your hands around my neck, I thought that i would die.... But you did something even worse, took away my pride.... How could you be so distgusting, how could you be so cold, to change a young girl's world, from something so happy to a world so cold. Do you even understand, the way you hurt me so.... NO I highly doubt that, and you will never know.... I didn't say a word, pretended like I was okay..... Even if I had, they wouldn't have believed me anyway.... So no, nobody knows, about my little lie..... Nobody even knows, that to this day I still cry.... so many years have gone by, and it will never escape.... The night you broke my world, the night that I was raped....... |
Posted: 2006-03-02 18:56:01 UTC |
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2006-03-23 22:14:21 | ~*PuRely*DeVine*~ |
i know exactly how you feel...because it has happened to me also... |
2006-09-01 07:22:10 | User |
Man...I hope whoever does this to you pays the harshest price..I feel so sad reading this....~_~...T_T... |
2008-02-02 17:23:32 | Sheila |
I can't imagine any one being able to write about rape.The way you have and not have experienced it. I suppose there is always that possibility. Being raped is a horrible experience to have to endure in. It may only happen one time but you'll experience for the rest of your life.It'll wake you in the dead of night, with a pounding hear,cold clammy sweat covering you.Tears streaming , hearing your very own self crying. As you jerk yourself awake and oddly enough being relieved,'That oh thank you Lord, its only dream. Its not happening again.' I am sorry. If you've experienced this in your life.Believe me,No one should ever have to go through that. You do realize that rape is all about power and control. Don't you? You have my e-mail add. |