rape story

Broken... Like the mirror I put my fist through... I can't look at myself, all I think about is you... You haunt me in my nightmares... Force me once again.... Every single day, it's like it didn't end.... I can still feel your breathe, hot with whiskey on my throat... I can still feel your hands, breaking the button on my coat.... Telling me not to scream, or you'd never let it end.... And if I told a soul, you'd do it once again.... Your hands around my neck, I thought that i would die.... But you did something even worse, took away my pride.... How could you be so distgusting, how could you be so cold, to change a young girl's world, from something so happy to a world so cold. Do you even understand, the way you hurt me so.... NO I highly doubt that, and you will never know.... I didn't say a word, pretended like I was okay..... Even if I had, they wouldn't have believed me anyway.... So no, nobody knows, about my little lie..... Nobody even knows, that to this day I still cry.... so many years have gone by, and it will never escape.... The night you broke my world, the night that I was raped.......