Stuck with Out a Life Line

Waiting here for you Hoping you haven't forgotten me Eternities have passed us by Never waking from peaceful thoughts These are our final days Having memories invade my hopes Evidence that you shall not return Maybe they are only nightmares Anticipation swelling in my heart Need to hear you tell me in the end it doesn't really matter Controlling my self doubt Ominously the clock ticks on Mixed Emotions steel my sleep Earthy dreams have fallen clear Silently looking for your eyes Awaiting their clouded judgment Relating life to hopes in my mind Out numbered by the truth Unsure of where to hide Nowhere left to run Darkness is all I see