Becuase Its All I Have Left

By Natalie •
You lied to me now,
You lied to me then.
What saddens me is,
You'll do it again.
And why should I bother?
Why lie to myself?
Why stoop to your level?
Why endanger my health?
Maybe because I want to,
Maybe I even care.
Still I’m talking to "no one,"
And even "no one" isn’t there.