you say that u dont understand
why i would hurt myself 
it takes away the pain and hurt
directing it towards something else
and i cry my blood red tears
in a bathroom on my own
with a blade in my hand and a blood drenched rag
isolated and alone
you're constantly on my mind
and you're killing me with memories of you
what am i to do
with all this pain u put me through
suppressed by emptiness
quietly kissing the pain away
the pain of one i use to love
the same one that wouldn't stay
so kiss me now before i go
because u will never get to again
im sry that i hurt you
but you hurt me so much that this is the end
goodbye,
dont cry,
or keep you pain inside
dont lie
dont say goodbye
but i can 
because this is my suicide