When the stars cease to shine 
Head strong and lost
Everyday becomes a curse 
Relying on my past failures
Entranced to see how I'll fall
Walking on the ones I've let down
It's all their good for now
Luckily they know me 
Little by little I'll make you believe
You're not good enough to be here
On top there's only room for one
Upsetting the natural order
Etching in my scares 
Nothing can stand in my way 
Dangling happiness in front of me 
Unsympathetic you said its realism 
Pushing to be the best 
Curling up inside myself
Answering my question 
Never failing love 
Your arms in brace me 
Our world is disgracing
Unhampered buy the needs of others 
The innocent are falling 
Embracing myself
Last of all I'm finding me
Limping and torn 
My dreams are someone else 
Everything I knew as true is disappearing 
I have finally meet me
Took sometime but its ok 
Wishing to tell no one
It's the only thing I can claim to be my own 
Loving me for the first time 
Learning to live for myself
Becoming the person I always dreamed to be
Entering this new place 
Over whelmed by the view 
Keeping it all inside