these thoughts come swift and unavoidable:
i am disposable;
biodegradable.
.*.*.*.
i can tell by the way you get so frustrated
that you hate to be [caught in a lie].
but who doesnt?
i dont blame you,
and thats a flaw of mine.
the look on your face screams boredom!
when youre with her -instead-.
youve cleaned up...
  (for a while).
surrender me - i am your vice.
                       (an indulgence so vile.?)
{{peddle your sins,
{{youre too good for them.