Complying to your every wish 
Opening my heart to you 
Cutting down my dreams for you 
All I want is your happiness 
Crashing to the ground my hope destroyed 
Outside of your promised grace 
Life has come a meaningless endeavor  
Awake in haunting dreams 
Misconstruing all of what I say 
Arguing my past 
Keeping everything locked with in me... just for you 
Every day I feel me die inside 
Secretly I want to tell you everything 
Maybe one day you'll be willing to hear
Earning you hate 
Withering in your fire stare
My anarchist identity is pushing you away 
Nobody can break my shields 
Trusting only in the silence 
Turning hearts to dust 
Does anybody out there feel my pain? 
Needing someone else to say that its ok