Every time you look at me,
It's like I'm being stabbed,
The silence inbetween,
Is where I bleed to death,
I'm so far fallen,
That I'm dreaming of release,
The screaming in my head,
Grows with every breath,

I just don't understand,
What I'm doing wrong,
The thing seems to be,
You hate me for being me,
How do I escape?
How can I be blind?
How can I be numb,
To the blackness that I see?

Every look,
Every stare,
Is another height to f
                      a
                       l
                        l,
Every time,
That I care,
Just creates another wall,
Every word,
That you say,
Encases my sanity,
I'm nothing,
Every day,
That you're hating me.