Hated

Every time you look at me, It's like I'm being stabbed, The silence inbetween, Is where I bleed to death, I'm so far fallen, That I'm dreaming of release, The screaming in my head, Grows with every breath, I just don't understand, What I'm doing wrong, The thing seems to be, You hate me for being me, How do I escape? How can I be blind? How can I be numb, To the blackness that I see? Every look, Every stare, Is another height to f a l l, Every time, That I care, Just creates another wall, Every word, That you say, Encases my sanity, I'm nothing, Every day, That you're hating me.