Off Balance

I'm scared as I am falling, But there's nothing I can do, I hope I hit the bottom, Before long, Cos I can't stand another day, Another sharpened silence, Can't bear anything else, Going wrong, It's too much, It's not enough, There's people ready, waiting, To carry me away, But they can't hold onto, A ghost, And those that are onlooking, Need to get out fast, Decide who they love, The most, It's too much, It's not enough, Things that once were solid, Are all melting away, I've never been so sick, Of air, It all happens for a reason, But if that is so, None of those reasons, Are fair, It's too much, It's not enough, I, Can't change who I am, So please don't hate everything that's me, I, Still don't understand, How I ever obtained this eternity, It's too much, It's not enough.