Goodbye Beautiful

Darling goodbye, I don't know how to process this, I didn't know how to stand there, To talk to you, To pat you while you were being injected, But I did, I watched you die, I let you, It was the right thing, But still I feel like I killed you, Like it's all my fault, The tears were everywhere, A thousand memories filled my head, I love you, I love you, I love you, I loved you so much, More than anyone should love an animal, An animal they know is going to die before them, But I did, So I kissed you and whispered "goodbye beautiful", Then I walked away, I don't know how I even could, But I did, It hurts so much right now, Everything tumbles down at once, Finally, After so long, I can cry, I know you're in heaven sweetie, But your fur is everywhere, A reminder, I don't know how I found anymore tears, But I did, Darling goodbye.