running through the darkness,
tripping over what i can't see.
too fast to pay attention, 
escaping the shadow of me.
the ground is flooded by my tears,
from the things that i have done.
clouds are coming, there's no more light,
and im afraid to face the sun.
ive drowned everyone thats important,
ive killed my everything that's there.
pushed my hopes and loves so far,
that now i can't blame them why they dont care.
and everything is fading.
falling out of reach.
ive murdered everything i love,
and now im stuck here underneath,
the pain and hurt you reek on me.
and when all else fails to lift me up,
and my only friend is the sound of my breath.
then i will know there's no other choice.
when all else fails i turn to death.