It's hard for me to write this,
Because I loved you way too much,
And when I'm thinking of you,
I imagine how I betrayed you my tiny friend,
That day when we shut you in a cage,
And you yowled right to the vets,
You knew, you just knew it was the end,

I watched them snip away the silken fur upon your leg,
They injected pink fluid as you submitted, no longer
strong,
You kicked for a second then lay still and stiff,
And all I could think was 'we killed you, you're gone',

It's stupid but you know,
I thought you'd always be there,
You've never been missing,
From my life,
And I patted you,
I spoke to you,
Through my stinging tears,
I feel so guilty but it was right,

I lose it everytime that we drive past the vets now,
I'm sprinkling your ashes below the mulberry tree,
Couldn't stand the thought of you being thrown away,
And at night there's no hot water bottle there to purr for
me,

I miss you baby,
More than anything,
It's so hard to carry on,
A day of misery,
Will not heal this pain,
Because you were special,
So special to me,

The personality that you had so strong,
The way you sought me out when I needed comforting,
All the sweet and humourous gentle things you did,
Are all transported into heaven darling,

I imagine you there,
With soft glowing fur,
A lovely little halo,
Floats above your head,
Forever I shall remember you,
My gorgeous little one,
It hurts that you're not here,
But you'll never be truly dead.