the things you never told (song)

u never told me i'd cry this bad u never told me i'd want to die u never told me that every night before i sleep i'd cry i wish you never told me the things you always told me i wish you always told me the things you never told me i wish you never showed me the things you always showed me i wish you always showed me the things you never showed me and i wish never listened to the things i always listened to i wish i always listened to the things i never listened to and you never said i'd miss him and wish with all my heart that he was still here to hold me that we never had to part you told me to love him and give him my dreams but he took my whole existence and tore it at the seams i can't sew this ripped up heart i can't pretend that it's okay when i still love him so much when thing's just aren't that way and i miss him oh so much why can't he just be here why can't he hold me and kiss me and wipe away my every tear i wish you never told me the things you always told me i wish you always told me the things you never told me i wish you never showed me the things you always showed me i wish you always showed me the things you never showed me and i wish never listened to the things i always listened to i wish i always listened to the things i never listened to i wish i'd never screwed everything up never listened to you you never told me he was everything never said i'd miss him when it was through i wish you never told me to give it up to him now im crying, cutting, bleeding, im dying within i wish you never told me the things you always told me i wish you always told me the things you never told me i wish you never showed me the things you always showed me i wish you always showed me the things you never showed me and i wish never listened to the things i always listened to i wish i always listened to the things i never listened to so kill me now i can't do this anymore why should i keep living when he was all i was living for! i wish you never told me the things you always told me i wish you always told me what you never told me that he'd break my heart