I was rooting through my backup harddrive for something, 
and i found this poem I wrote (I assume anyways) 
Titled "Frankie". Frankie is the name we gave the aborted 
child in 2004, Frankie August. 
ab- Jan 9th 2004
due- Aug 28th 2004 

it still hurts. it still feels empty, it still keeps me up 
at night sometimes if I let it. My Immortal still drives me

mental when I hear it, and I still cry about what could 
have been. Abortion is not the easy way out... unless you 
have no soul or something. Sometimes I wish things could be

different, but they aren't. I did the right thing...

anyways here is the poem.

Frankie August

No words describe a mother's tears 
No words can heal a broken heart 
A dream is gone, but where there's hope 
Somewhere something is calling for you 
Two worlds, one family 
This bond between us can't be broken 
When destiny calls you, you must be strong 
I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on 
Cause you'll be in my heart 
From this day on 
Now and forever more...


xoxo
Ellie J
i'd give up forever to hold you tight...